Those who are dead are not dead

They're just living in my head

And since I fell for that spell

I am living it as well

Time is so short and I'm sure

There must be something more

- 42 by Coldplay

Wohoo I'm nominated for the Blue Moon Awards!!!

*jumps up and down on the couch*


I just got an email saying three (!) of my Stargate Sam and Jack Music Videos are nominated for the Stargate Adult Blue Moon Awards!!!!!!

I'm so excited and so, so, hugely grateful. It's the best "thank you" an artist can get. Some say that their play didn't suck but the audience did but I don't agree. I can honestly say that the Stargate crowd, especially the Sam and Jack fan base, are a joy to be around with. We are such a family, we laugh together and celebrate but when the going get's tough we're all there to help each other. And I've been nominating other people last year but I'm really surprised to have three of them up there. Certainly when knowing that I've been away from the fan base for quite awhile, except for Shipmas that is.


I was so lacking in time because of my previous job, it just felt like getting up, go to work, get back home, take a bath, make dinner, do the laundry, watch something on TV and fall asleep to start all over again. So when I quit that job, I can finally concentrate on things that I should've been doing during the last three months. Therefor my new updates *snort*


Anyhoo, getting sidetracked again, these are my videos if you want to take a peak. Voting for the awards should be starting around March 20, I think. I'll get back to ya when that happens :)


My nominations are:
My Body
So What
Tempus Fugit


*still squee-ing*

A shout out for Vash12349

I have to say there are some people I've met during my life that I consider to be soul mates, really really good friends.


And some of those will always be in my heart and even though I tend to dissapear for awhile that doesn't mean I love them less.


Another important thing in your life are the people that you might never meet but leave a lasting impression on your heart, your mind and your soul.


So here's a shout out for Vash, he's a guy who makes walkthroughs for video games and he does his own commentary as he plays it. Yes it is a recurring theme on my blog ^_^, because he just makes me laugh and snort and giggle out loud even when I'm having a bad day.


Check out his channel at: Vash's Gaming Insanity at its Best


He's done some of, what I consider to be, legendary games like; Dead Space, Uncharted, Resident Evil 2, Resident Evil 5, Metal Gear Solid Series,...


You gotta hear him but these are one of his strongest lines... careful it's got some grownup language.


Here's just a few lines from his new Resident Evil 2 walkthrough on the first and only original Playstation 1 or in his case Playstation X, it just shows what the game and Resident Evil Franchise is all about:


"God those graphics are amazing! I swear like when I first played this game when I was like ten or something like that , I was like: 'this is the shit',  now it looks like shit but you gotta appreciate old school days ya know."


"Now that there is everyone's favorite neighborhood licker, in this game Licker was my favorite, favorite monster. In Resident Evil 5 he became the gayest bastard on the planet."


"Wait. Listen. Are there footsteps? I think there's two on this left side...nope. But there is health! Holler! Thank the Lord for green shit!"


"So this is a puzzle. Not too rough...unless you're retarded or you really suck at puzzles."


"Let's go finish exploring. I like exploring. (on screen Leon bumps into a locked door) Ooorgh, there goes my exploring. Here's the end of my story. Who would've known, my only weakness; locked doors. Nah I'm kidding, I'm the master of unlocking."


"Here's our first key. What we do with it? I fucking forgot."


"The best thing to do here is...run like Hell!"


This ladies and gentlemen is what Resident Evil is all about LOL


Next posts: GTA IV, CSI Miami, NCIS, CSI Las Vegas, Stargate SG-1: Sam and Jack, Moving, Writing Fanfic and loads more.


Seeing as it's 04u39, I bid you farewell before my two braincells freeze on me.


*topples over*

Dragon Cave

Okay okay *throws hands up* I finally let myself be convinced to get a little Dragon Egg from the Dragon Cave.


...


Blame Jessy, Jess and Tom for this one. Kuddos to them really, because I'm not that easily convinced. Period.

And about that Facebook account, nag as you might until my ears melt away or fall off my head: not a chance in Hell! *shudder*

Those Who Are Dead Are Not Dead

I found myself being utterly blown away by a Resident Evil fanfic which spawned the idea for making another Jill/Chris Music Video: Undead


The music is from Coldplay and I was watching a CSI episode just the other day and its intro was this gem of a song. I love how it's dark, sad and ominous.


And notice the picture above?


I was whining and wailing a few posts back about how much I wanted a Chris and Jill scenario because the RE5 one...lacked...for a better word...emotional interaction between them. I pleaded, pretty please with a cherry on top and now finally it got here!!!!


I'm excited, can you tell ^_^. *jumps up and down*

It looks sooooo good, the details are to drool over and we get some excellent voice-acting.


The previous RE's kinda sucked in that department.


Jill sandwich? Anyone? LOL


It should release in March, keeping fingers crossed!


Game on!

Forbidden Innocence

Something I wrote because it wouldn't leave me alone, it just asked to be written. It has a double meaning, for you to find out =)

The hot water caressed her skin

Desire from deep within

His fingers raking over her naked body

Ever so innocent yet naughty

Vulnerable yet knowing

Her dark passion not showing

Lips devour and eyes lock

A ship hiding in its dock

As she milks him

Her vision blurry and dim

Hearts racing to follow

A hot wave cleansing sorrow

All that was ever craved

Her soul rinsed and saved

For he shall leave her once again

He was a thief in the night; that man

It's oh so quiet SHH SHH, it's oh so still.

Ah yes, didn't I state at the beginning of this Blog adventure that I suck at keeping up with these things? Right.


Know thyself. 


I'm taking some time off from work...or is that "former/used to be/glad I resigned work"? *tongue in cheek*


Therefor I'll try and update this blog more during the next couple of days.


My mail (sadly the wrong kind of "male" *snort*) and emails are piling up , I can't even see the dust laying on top of it. It's crazy.


So just now I'm filling out a crossword puzzle to win some trinkets for Emily and next to it is an advertizement and it says: HOT TWINS looking for your phone number for sex and threesomes.


Does it make me a weird person if I'm not that bothered by it...at all?


Can you be too open-minded?


Nah. I don't think so. Just as long as everybody knows their own boundaries, I'm more than fine with it.


Just use the damn boundaries!


*stares at a man walking down her street dressed in a kilt with nothing underneath it*


And it's windy....


*quickly closes curtains and instead stares at Tony*


For those living under a rock; NCISsssssssweeeeeeeet.