*Aaaaargh*

Erm okay, I've officially given up on The Last Guy. 

Though I did get a Trophy =) 

So I actually had something good come out of something bad. Karma? Or dumb luck? 

I'm not usually the one to give up that easily but this is insane. It's 02u00 and if I don't quit now my PS3 will explode! Steam's gonna come out of that sucker. Poor baby. *goes to check out any updates on the PSN*

Hey wasn't Brütal Legend supposed to be added today? Hmm. Ah well let's give the PS3 some rest.

PS3: Finaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaally! I was all hot and shit, and dust flyin' everywhere. Itchin' man! And then there's this big white furry monster that keeps wacking me on the drive dude. My controller gettin' molested-- Beep. 

Erm. Yeah. Okay. I feel the love baby....

Still feeling accomplished and doing five things at the same time (must stop drinking things with sugar LOL) I felt like writing a poem. I guess it's for all the survivors out there, those remembering or those still fighting.

Passion is the velvet quilt

That covers what we crave yet fear

But pleasure is the satin lining

That conquers yet breaks the heart

The memories of what we’ve been through

Are not covered by velvet or satin

But by crimson threads and scars

Yet our courage and love

Fills the skies above

I am not a mystery to me

But I must be to you

And evermore are we not scared

Of the mystery of two?

Don’t be scared of the dark

The guiding stars are there

I’ll send you a thousand embraces

That’ll lead you home

Both fighting battles and yet we don’t show

But we always find a way

To lighten the vague pictures

That plagues our beautiful mind

- Lena

What a day XD

Dang, well still playing The Last Guy but we're getting somewhere and in the meantime I'm babysitting. In every essence of that word. Except for the sitting that is...the baby's there though.


She's tiny and cute and quiet. Bless her little heart. Her mom and dad just went to the hospital because they had a small accident in the kitchen. A bottle crashed to the floor and the mom got some glass in her leg, one of it was pretty deep apparently so they went to the ER to fix that.


She'll be okay, she called a few minuts ago to tell me she'll be picking up Ms Cutesypie over here before 23u00 so my good deed of the day is done =)


Am also waiting for the new episode of NCIS. Bring on the TIVA. I have the feeling I'm going to like this one better than the CSI Miami one. Don't know what they are doing over there and Adam leaving the show should not be a factor but it is not the Miami I so love and drool over.


*sigh* Adam you will be missed. Adamlicious. 


...


Getting sidetracked!


So one of the fine moments of today (except for what I previously posted of course) was a phone conversation (and of all the gadgets that's on that damn phone it's not doing the one thing it should be doing; it ain't dailing anymore o_O, I don't know what's up with that) between me and one of my best friends and we were having a serious conversation, for a change, and she asked me how I kept in touch with myself...........


Me: With or without batteries XD LMAO. 


Well that serious conversation went down the drain. LOL


Friend: Oh and I'm getting that cock I've had my eye on for a while. I'm so excited!
Me: *cracks up laughing*
Friend: The rooster kind, Lena. Jezus what the fuck? *cracks up too*
Me: Yes! From cocks to fuck and mingling in some Jesus. And they say I talk smut.


^_^


Whoops gotta go, Cutesypie needs her bottle :)


Oh and for those flagging me for my language...you can easily not read this then. If ya don't like strong words, then stay in the house, don't talk to people and don't watch TV. It'll spoil your Angelic Virgin mind. That said; to each their own. Thank you.

Productive Day =)

*rubs her pained thumbs and right hand*


I have FINALLY finished Super Stardust HD. Yeeeah!


What kind of a game is that you might ask? Well a game that hurts your thumbs and hands because it includes tormenting and molesting your PS3 Controller.


Other then that it's fun...probably won't be playing it again but it's a classic one.


So don't mind me as I go and get frustrated with The Last Guy. That game is annoying as hell. Completed the first few chapters, no biggie. Now the last few are a major pain in the ass. But as I'm feeling quite accomplished today, I might just give it (yet another) shot. Who knows, I might actually finish the chapter. *snort*


Yeah right.

Thank you Capcom!

*iz bouncing all over the place*


Oh my god! As most of you gamers know the Tokyo Game Show is happening right now and I've been crossing my gamy fingers that some fab news would travel to my mailbox today. I mean with all those awesome games coming out, Bioshock 2 and Dead Space 2 to name a few, I thought they'd at least give us some new trailers. But no.


Gimme somethin'!


And they did LOL


It has been officially confirmed that the new Motion Controller for the PS3 will be used for Little Big Planet and Resident Evil 5: Director's Cut!!! Fuck the new Motion Controller, I don't care about that one (not at the moment, not a big fan of the Sixaxis *shrugs*) what's really important is the new RE5!!! 


It'll be here next year in spring. Will I buy it? Heck yeah =)


Now to top things, they give me my imaginary huge big cake with a cherry on top and lot's of whipped cream.

Yesterday (or that be in the middle of the night) I was discussing the fact that RE5 lacked in the story department. I mean Chris and Jill are the founders of Resident Evil.


They're partners, friends maybe more. And after Chris finally got Jill back after he thought she was dead, the only thing he says is if she's okay and he doesn't want to fight the big meanie Wesker and leave her on her own. o_O.


Excuse me?


Not even a hug (some want a kiss but dear sweet boys and girls; it's CAPCOM) or a pat on the shoulder, or some oogling and long gazing, a smile? Nope. Nadda, zip, nothin' at all.


BUT!


Back to my cherry (the one on the cake...the other is...never mind XD), CAPCOM just Tweeted a message saying that they'll release "new content including Jill and Chris together".


*insert 25 year old jumping up and down and squee-ing her head off*


Finally. Thank you CAPCOM! 


There's talk of a Resident Evil 6 and we're going back to the zombies and the horror. Thank you again *falls to her knees*. 


Can this day get any better? I don't think so.


Well yeah if the annoying ass downstairs would stop drilling holes so I could actually hear what's on the TV, that would make my day perfect. No seriously I can't even hear myself think.


Not a lot of thinking going on with two braincells, I know, but DETAILS!


*iz still excited*


Quote of the day: Everyone is a voyeur, some are better in hiding it than others.

Message from a Probie

People have been telling me I should start my own blog. Me being a 25 year old woman with apparently way too many male hormones. I love games, F1, watching a good game of soccer, cars, Sci-Fi, horror and technology.

On the other hand I write romantic stories and a few of them are smut *cough* erotic *cough* and I've fallen in love with Egypt. I'm also a Shipper for a few wonderful shows.

So these will probably be the topics I'll be rambling, musing, wondering about :)

And well…I’m not a blog-thingie-person. So let’s give it a shot, not that I’m expecting people to actually read this LOL.

Nice way of getting things out of my system though. Beats annoying my neighbors by me jumping up and down on some nasty bad-ass loud bass tune….

Nah. I might keep doing that though. Hey, they have screaming kids, and dogs, and chainsaws and lawnmowers and loud banging noises that go bump in the night. (this is where some of my close friends come in and sarcastically point out that I don’t have the “means” to go bump in the night).

Actually…Mr. Purple is my new best friend *snortgiggle*

Okay so 3 hours of sleep last night. I’m one of those people that can actually function with 3 hours of sleep. Go figure. Yesterday I finished Resident Evil 5 on my PS3. It’s bomb! I mean; I’m in love with it. You should go out and buy it. I know that there is a fanbase out there that wants to take the CAPCOM TPTB hostage and evil plans of releasing 50 of those Blonde Jill badass characters onto them is somewhere in the works but honestly I really really like it.

For those that don’t know me; I’m a gamer. I waste my life away gaming but in a good healthy way. Yes there is a good and healthy way found in gaming. And I’m not even gonna discuss with people that are gonna say that games create murderers. Na-uh. They don’t create murderers, at the most; they just give them ideas. That’s my intake in it and I’m sticking to that.

Why I bring this up? I worked in a gaming store and had to defend myself being a girl and having a deep interest in technology and I don’t know why but every time people start to discuss with me about the relation between mass murderers and games. It’s not like I watch a porn that I feel the need to…okay bad example. It’s not like when I’m chopping off heads that I feel the need to run outside with an axe and go all Resident Evil.

Who are these people? Games are fun and they’re good and I love it.

Oh yes, my PS3 is my shiny sparkly friend. The Holy Grail. Also known as Thor. Don’t ask, long story.

So erm yeah. 3 hours of sleep. The new episode of CSI Miami aired in the US. Which I stayed up late for…like 03u00. I won’t spoil people and although I don’t feel all *squee* about the episode, I am looking forward to the next one.

*flashback*

Q: What is your favorite kiss?

Richard Dean Anderson: The next one!

Ah, I adore that man. MacGyver, MacGimmick, MacUseless… *cracks up*

Sorry inside joke. For those Stargate fans reading this: weren’t those the good times ;-)

Wait I’m getting sidetracked. Yes, I get sidetracked a lot. You’ll notice that LOL

There it was 03u00 on the laptop clock, in that right corner SCREAMING at me to get some sleep. Just as I feel my brain go all cotton on me…my fire alarm goes off because well duh the batteries died.

There I was in the middle of the night, cursing like a sailor, trying to get the bleeping batteries out of the bleeping smoke detector while it WAILED and it went on and on.

Murphy’s law; when you have a smoke detector with a loud screaming wailing sound…the batteries will die in the middle of the night waking up your neighbours.

Whoops.

Ah, hell. Payback’s a bitch and best served cold. And very cold it was *grin*

On that note I bid you goodnight…though….my PS3 is waving me over.

Oh and I don’t take myself too seriously so don’t worry if madness and craziness slips in from time to time :p

Captain’s Log Stardate 291546…end log.

Gah, I’ve always wanted to say that. XD

Quote of the Day: Anyone who says sunshine brings happiness has never danced in the rain.